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Okay I'm really pissed off now because DAN I FEEL YOU stupid MySpace deleted my thing when I tabbied over to my other internet tab. Grrrr....

So let's see... I dont even remember what I wrote! Er, technically typed.
Oh, yeah, I started with the fact that I actually don't even have time to be on right now. I've been super busy. I miss Sammie and Princess Bear a lot and cried over it. Then I cried over my favourite clogs falling apart (for those of you who don't know, they're from 6th grade - they're as old as Ashley and I's friendship!). Then I cried because I read a book called "Tree Girl" - wait! That's me! That's why I read it. It was AMAZING. Then I cried over a poem that my favourite current professor wrote to me:
"You are so beautiful,
your thought,
your youth,

There must be a prince out there,
who is thinking the same as you do.

My sweet girl
you make me smile, though...
Make my day
for no reason whatsoever..." - Simone Chun
She's amazing... Yeah, she rocks. But I didn't cry in that order - that's not how everything went down. That was on Sunday. I wrote a poem today:

I had a dream the other night / I had a dream we did it right. / No strange boundaries were ever crossed, / no matter of innocence was lost. / It was perfect love and care / that careful hope when sin will beware. / If only, if only we had managed this, / we might still remain in enamourous bliss. / But ruin it we did in deed / and an end cam e out of major need. / Now my heart seems ... to have fallen / and I wish for what was all in / the dream had occured in real life... <3

Lastly - I will leave you with a quote from Postal Service - Clark Gable:
I want so badly to believe that there is truth
and love is real
and I want life in every word to the extent
that it's absurd
I know you're wise beyond your years
but do you ever get the fear
that your perfect verse is just a lie
that you tell yourself to help you get by...