glitter on my doorstep & for fun - of course! & life is wonderful when you're me

three from February 7, 2006

I had a nice dream last night. I dreamt that there was a guy in my life. Like, romantically. I don't know him in real life - I can tell by the feeling of him. I remember it was around this time though that it was occuring - in spite of the warm outdoors - because Josh had just come home from Denmark. Tully was with this guy and I and was worried about Josh. But I told him that it was okay because Josh and I had broken up before he left, so I was free. This guy and I - we were in love. I don't think I've ever felt a feeling like that except in my dreams. It was lovely. But not all gross and sexual or anything. Just - nice.

*Not playing any music b/c I just woke up*

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I N T H E L A S T M O N T H H A V E Y O U

4. Had sex: no
5. Bought something: groceries
6. Gotten sick?: I have the immune system of something really strong.
7. Been hugged?: A whole lot!
8. Felt stupid: Mmm... Maybe when I fell up the stairs three times on one try... Athankyou!
9. Talked to an ex: Yeah. I'm still friends with some of those.
10. Missed someone: Can anyone say Ashley Elizabeth Beautiful McCready!?
11. Failed a test: Uhmm *crosses fingers*
12. Ate cereal: mm... Kix
13. Danced crazy: ALL THE TIME!!! ((( usually alone in my room )))
14. Gotten your hair cut?: Soon... *evil look*
15. Lied: accidentally...

U N I Q U E H A B I T S

16. Nervous habits? Trying to stop biting my lip.
17. Are you double jointed?: Oh yeah...
18. Can you roll your tongue?: Every way you'd ever like! I can roll my stomach too...
19. Can you raise one eyebrow? Both at the same time! LOL yeah I can do that - it's like wiggling your ears separatly. :-D
20. Can you cross your eyes?: uh huh
21. Do you make your bed daily?: We'll pretend. I like my nest.
22. Do you think you are unique?: Hehehehe... And then there was that time that I got the "Most Unique" mock senior awards... We all know it's true and it better be!!!

H A V E Y O U E V E R

23. Said "I Love you" and meant it: Yeah I think so.
25. Smoked?: groady...
26. Waited all night for a phone call?: In the past month? No.
27. Snuck out?: Uhmm... Yeah that might have been me.
28. Sat and looked at the stars?: Oh baby man yeah...

M A N N E R S

29. Do you swear?: Heck no!
30. Do you ever spit?: Ew.
31. You cook your own food?: Yeah. I'm po - ketchup soup! jk... maybe...
32. You do your own chores?: What chores? When you have your own house, you need no chores...
33. You like beef jerky?: Yummie man! I almost ate some tonight!
34. You like pepsi or coke?: Neither. Don't drink pop. Bad for you.
35. You're happy with your hair?: Yes and know... Ask me in a week or two when I've done that thing to it...
36. You have a dog?: nope
37. You spend your money wisely?: Do I even spend my money at all?
38. Used the bathroom while on the phone?: Heck! I've taken a shower while talking on the phone!!! LOL
39. When u get bored do you call a friend?: Sometimes - and sometimes I switch phones w/ someone and call their friends instead.
40. Are you patient?: Most of the time.

D O Y O U P R E F E R

41. flowers or angels?: Flowers - if they're not frilly.
42. gray or black?: Black.
43. Color or black and white photos?: Black and White.
44. lust or love?: love
45. sunrise or sunset?: sunrise - everything's starting anew
46. M&Ms or skittles? ((( hard one ))) M&M's are chocolate, but skittles are fruity and give you that smack your lips taste!
47. rap or rock?: Rock and Roll!!!!!!!! (I'm a mosher)
48. staying up late or waking up early? ((( another hard one ))) n/a
49. being hot or cold?: warm snuggly goodness
50. Winter or Fall?: fall happy times
51. left or right? both - I'm ambidextrious.
53. Rain or sunshine?: BOTH!!! AT THE SAME TIME!!! *missing summer*
54. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: Ew and ew. Chocolate chip cookie dough, rasberry sorbet or mint chocolate chip please!!!


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I'm soaring! I'm flying!

Okay I'm back. So today WAS a good day! Who called it!? Yeah, that's right. I finished my painting. ((( see my photos ))) I got to sit next to Mike in art lecture. My Spanish prof got his stick outta his butt and was respectable to me today. I talked to Mrs. Chapman to wish her a happy birthday. Anthropology class was alright. Learned something new about a cactus. Hahaha... Oh, and another cat found me!!! This one is a she and she's just as precious as Sammie - cept Sammie didn't like her LOL. She's twice his size and 1/2 his weight though which is scary and I fed her but she has to stay outside because I can't have two cats. I'ma get her adopted quick though she's such a sweetie. I ate four cookies that I shouldn't have and now I'm thirsty so I think I'ma go get my Brita... :-D Uhhhh... Oh yeah and I fell up the stairs three times on one attepmt. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Whatev I can't think of anything else - I'm leaving. Oh - memory - I was 1 1/2 years old and I was next to the wading pool at a family function and my older cousins were in it and my uncle goes by me and pushes me in... LOL Babies can't swim!!! Oh man... *laughing at self* I'm a dork. Oh, and Chappie (josh) is home and I can't wait to see him!!! YEAH LIFE! YEAH GOD! Paz. <3

PS - I just realized that I so hated being helpless and weak and like a little kitten trying to let my boyfriend take care of me... Maybe that's why I won't be able to have a boyfriend - because I've gotta be strong for myself otherwise I feel so worthless... So much for finding a MAN. LOL!!!