true confessions

swearing
dressing unconservatively
sneaking out
drinking
smoking


Do these things sound like Veronica? No, they really don't. Except... They are. Welcome to me. The one who is trying to kill herself inside - her soul. To run away from God. Not ever have a boyfriend again b/c I will get hurt. The girl who was so in love with Jesus and suddenly hasn't picked up a Bible in 3 months. The one whose grandmothers both died within the same month. The child who just cannot deal...
So everything else must deal for me. I recognise this now. And that is why I am letting everyone know. I am sorry. I need help. And I need people who will stand by me all the way and lift me up in Christ. I shunned all my friends so I would not be let down. I'm such a scared little girl who cannot cry infront of anyone, let alone tell anyone that there is something wrong. Ok?