death come quickly

Life is over for me. No more friends. I just want to go to sleep... leave me in peace, you wicked world! You have stolen my two best friends' hearts in a way so I can never get them back. Give me some dignity. Leave me something! Anything! Of course... You'll be so kind as to leave me behind - to leave me alive. Oh, cynical world. Of course you would. A present I do not care for. How every clever you are... Excellent. Take everything I want, leave what I do not. Twisted, twisted, sick sad world. We've been through this years ago... Yet you still don't know? "My business is to die, and thine to kill." I'm done. I've saved none of my friends, but many strangers. I'll take their place - most strangers I meet are nicer than friends, and worthy of life. Let them live, let me die. Float on... drift on... off into space. Into ignorant bliss. Into everything. Into nothing.