when death comes knocking

perhaps only Ashley and Josh will understand this
- I just put in Boy - the first U2 album. I haven't listened to U2 in months... I haven't watched the concert video. I haven't watched the video that members received. I haven't listened to the concert I went to. Just listening to "Out of Control" about growing up and "A Day Without Me" about suicide and all the other ones. http://hem.bredband.net/steverud/U2MoL/

... my other grandma will be gone soon ...

Starting a landslide in my ego
Look from the outside
To the world I left behind

I'm dreaming
You're awake
If I were sleeping
What's at stake
A day without me

Whatever the feelings
I keep feeling
What are the feelings
You left behind

Today's a day without me

I started a landslide in my ego
Look from the outside
To the world I left behind

In the world I left behind
Wipe their eyes, and then let go
To the world I left behind
Shed a tear, and then let go...

(listening to U2 Boy)