soul season

This season of soul has been a hard one. What happens when you cannot speak? I wonder what death must be like - if it is easier. "This will only hurt for a moment." To just stop... http://www.biblestudymanuals.net/k75.htm I want to hear the stars sing again. I am not meant for this world - not how it is now. Will this struggle ever stop? Ay, my dear Ashley, I will speak with you soon.