love is spiders on the edge and we're hanging by a thread

Hey guys.
I'm holding up alright as far as my grandmother goes.
I keep having a ton of dreams about Jerry... It's wicked strange.
I've received an email from Valentin!!! Yes, big crush here. But even though he's 26 years old, he's actually an improvement from my 27 year old crush a while back HAHA. I'll probably be over it in a bit... It just kinda sucks because I think he likes me back. He called me muñequita or little doll... And I called him buscapleto or troublemaker! Hehe... *ahem* Anyhoo he already asked right away for a photo of me and hoping to see me again soon. Yay! I can't wait to go to school there.
Yes, folks, I'm seriously planning on going to school in the DR. The pastor we were helping totally said that I could live with them if I wanted to go to school there. Yay!!!
So I've begun my fast today... I think God was trying to get me to jumpstart b/c my tummy hasn't been friendly these past few days anyhow. Darn american food. Oh well.
Class canceled today. Time to unpack and reorganize and figure out some things with my grandmothers things...
Paz out.
PS - my anonymous friend wrote a pretty good letter about not being celebate... and i have this ginormic crush on Valen... friggen dang it why is life so complicated!!! (it's just all temptation though and i'll be good in a day or two)