*sigh*

January 11, 2006

This is me posting a very general blog. I'm happy to be back at school, and my new house is wicked. I have a beautiful little kitty visiting me and he's probably the best cat ever - he's so well-behaved and loving! He can usually be found curled in my lap or on me when I'm asleep - or he takes over my bed when I'm not around HAHA. Trying to get some matches so I can try out my new incense. Not much else going on here. Oh - well... This may be weird but I'm getting "married" to someone else now. HAHA. First Ashley, now this guy. Longest story of my life - nothing official in real life. Ash's more official in real life than this but it's fun all the same. Uhmm... I have no idea what else. I've just bee discovering friends right and left and have discovered a mentor on this side of the state FINALLY in a former professor. Life is good... Life is very good.

PS - I heard it said today in my Art class that people begin to dress strangly when the rest of their life is in order - like the can take the time and have the stregnth to be different. Dan! You know what I'm talking about! Yep - I've definatly reached that point this year. Never been more okay. Cried just the other day only because I thought my kitty was sick. I'll cry for others but either I've healed or buried things to the point that I can only feel joy. If something is buried... I'll be crying again soon. But I dont think anything can hurt me anymore. Not a one. I feel His perfect protective bubble around me and the most devastating thing could happen and sure, I'd cry, but I'd be okay, too. Meh. We'll see. I have a lot of life to live. And I'm ready for anything. No stone to be left unturned. No idea left unheard of. I want to discover everything so I can experiance everything. And nothing can stop me. Look out world - here I come!!!

(that would be vinal music playing)