la ti da!

December 31, 2005

Another crazy dream for today!!! I had a dream that I was marrying my best friend (yes, female) and I was in this jaunky dress - all frilly and ew - and she got to be in a sleek tux! Not fair! Anyhoo, it was the weirdest dream of my life. My dad was all against it at first saying she was hispanic and he didnt want me marrying a PuertoRiccan (but she's Hungarian...) and then after he was way happy. I dont get my life.


To all my cherished ones who seem to be concerned for me - don't be. I'm fine. Yes; freaked-out, insecure, nervous and emotional. Kidding!!! Here's one for you: C.R.E.A.M: cash rules everything around me. Woooaaahh!!! Yeah I know. What will I come up with next? Nothing, because I didnt think up either of those on my own. Anyhoo - back on subject - I'm all good. I didn't realize my stuff was coming across so dark. I'm just kinda deep and stuff I guess... Pffttt. Maybe it's the subconcious part of me saying "what the crap are you doing!? you need a man to survive! it says it right here in your genes! have you looked at yourself lately? you're itty bitty - you cant take care of yourself! you're not emotionally stable enough!" Well, mr subconcious, here's what I say: Up Yours!!! I need no man. Men-friends are great to have and are definatly more fun, but seriously. Ladies - what society says is wrong. We do not need to have a boyfriend to be alright! We only need Jesus and our friends to support and love us. It's MORE than enough. I promise.


PS - I just shapeshifted again...

(I'm listening to the same thing as yesterday... Yes, I know. But I just got it on vinal and I really liked it - the critics were right for once!)