fear and tears break a heart

December 29, 2005

I had a dream last night that a friend of mine, who would never be right for me in a million years, liked me. It was weird. He was going to wait, for whatever, too, to make me happy. And I felt... safe. So I guess I'm just oddly affected by that. And I'm kind of in the mood for a bowl of Lucky Charms. :-D Oh, well. I'm happy the way I am; celebate, I mean. I just... The piece of heart inside of me really felt good and safe in that dream, which is why a woman wants a man. Just as a man feels the need to protect and care for a woman, a woman hungers for a man to keep her safe. Ah hah! So God did have a plan! I'm kidding... *ahem* maybe.