once upon a friend

December 5, 2005

I once had a friend. A very dear friend to me. I always said that if anything ever happened to me, I would go to this one first, if I were in that area. This friend and I were tight - known each other longer than anyone else - at least on my side. My friend had retreived a few friends from elementary school and before, but none were so close as this one and I. We delved into relationships and life together. We were in love. We were the best of friends. Once upon a time, this friend of mine fell. My friend has dissapeared and gone away. I dont know... I dont know. I cannot go on pretending any more that this is what it used to be. There are no more fun times, there is no more love. Just my friend and I. Alone. I do love my friend still, very very much. But I cannot cling to the past and pretend that it is as it were. It is time for me to offer my friend up to God. I offer my friend up to God... I miss my friend. Try "Fix You" by Coldplay...

I think it's strange how no one has commented my blog, but they message me instead. Thankyou all you crazies for that. :-p I love you all - even those I do not know. It is in my nature just as it is in His nature. Welcome to Life.