hypocrites & the one

two from November 25, 2005

Let's talk about my family. Now, if I were to ever begin partying and drinking or anything like that, I would be shunned harshly. And I never would indulge in such acts. But my family is currently downstairs (my mom and her brothers and sisters) looking a photos from previous trips together and laughing at all their parties and drunkeness and hangovers the next day. A fine bunch of role models I have - and a fine bunch of hypocrites as well... I know, I know, take the plank out of my eye before I chew the speck out of theirs. But seriously? I'm frusterated... My dad doesnt go on these trips and would never get drunk (only happened once and it was an accident) but my mom does, and she's the one who slams her foot down upon me every day. Almost makes me want to go out and get drunk just be like 'well, you do so why cant I?' Welcome to my life (thank you Simple Plan).

PS: I'm not reading or watching TV or listening to music - I'm drawing...

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Next time you're going into a relationship, instead of thinking "I wonder if (he) / (she) is the one..." Think this: "Am I the one?"