dateless

December 1, 2005

So I have an hour before class that was not forseen, and wow I could do whatever I want! But, then again... I should study for the exam I have up next in this class. But I really would rather be doing other things. So instead, I pretend I have more important things to do like blog on myspace so I dont study, but then I dont draw or write or anything else either.

I have officially decided that I dont want a boyfriend at all. We already knew that I was just gonna be boyfriendless for a while, but before it was kinda like 'until I find someone/until Jesus says ok'. Now I come to the realization and totally dont want one at all. I only fear that I will be so opposed to the idea from now on that if Jesus tries to put someone in my face I wont see him. HAHAHA. Yeah go figure - I would, too. I just figure, it's such a hassle, no guy is ever good enough and wouldnt be good for me anyhow - except for Jesus. Since He's perfect, He works just fine, thus He is my boyfriend and my ring is turned around. Welcome to me and mine. :-D