just hold on - i'm here

Tonight is one of those nights that I really wanted to go and find my ciggaretts and take a nice long walk with long drags and cry to my heart's content.

However - un/fortunatly, I quit. Thus, I could not do what I wished. I did cry. Then I went to Ashley's for a few and vented to her. I hate it. I feel so dang dumb. I'm trying, though, to keep that promise. I really really am trying.

"If only you'll hold on - just hold on;
I'm here and I'm with you -
I'm here too. I feel you,
We'll get through.
I know this - I've seen it
A hundred times, a thousand times.
Just one more time
With you and I;  I'll pull you close
And then we'll say good bye. "

(Thanks Angels and Airwaves, once again.)