the end of life as we know it

Remember when I was self-righteous? I don't need you - there are 6 billion other potential friends. I protected myself... Was I right? When will you stop focusing on yourself? Spinning and falling we are again. I should learn. We should learn. Why are you the only one that makes me cry? But I keep trying. Here's a new thought. A different thought. Let's just rewind, unwind, pretend. It's okay. There's better out there. There has to be better out there... I deserve better. At least, I don't think I deserve to feel this way. Let me be the lady. Or let me be free...